Seeing your name calling me just now, shocked me. You. Of all people. You know you still got me. That alone made my day pretty much. I really missed having you around & you even acknowledged that. Wow, biggest smile. I love that you chose me to call. Omg, I don't even know how to explain it. You were my original "boo" and the reason it became a habit. :P But anywayz, you know in your mind&heart that you'll always have me to come to. And I actually still have thee effect of calming you down. ^^ I dunno why, but I love it. A lot. Thank you. =] I'll always be here for you dude, I mean it. You've stayed clean for a few months and I still don't really think you diserve what she said to you. You're happy, stay that way. Happy looks good on you.
Anywayz, my best friend is growing up. x3 lol I can't wait to see you dude. And I like that you're so happy. You diserve the world but you never got it. But with her, I'm happy to see you with. She's the best one yet. =] I love you Scruff. You know this. You're my world & my best friend. Everyone knows this already. I don't care what others say, they can't take your place with me. No one ever could. I'm sorry at the same time I'm not. Cause you've always been there & you always will. You're constantly able to deal with my shit & cheer me up by the time we're done talking. I know that for now everything will have to be seen between us in chat, but once I'm physically there, I'll be extatic. Idc if I can't spell it either. You know what I mean. This trip has meant alot to me, and I'm not letting anything get in the way of it. :3 I love you bro. <3
Friends come & go. Sometimes its wished for, others time dreaded & missed. I know of at least one of both currently. I wont go into detail for either. But they should know which is which. Don't think I enjoy this is all I will say to both.
I don't know if "resilient" is the right word or not, but I know what I diserve and sometimes the only thing I can think of to do with some situations is walk away. I don't enjoy it at all, never have and never will. But sometimes its better for us both if I do. I don't do it easily and theres always times where I'll come back. But I do try to talk it out before hand, I never just do it. It's up to those I try for to decide. Whether itd be for relationship or friendship wise. But if either of you two honestly cared, you wouldn't let me do this.
I don't know what else there is to say anymore. Other then let senior year begin! <3
Btw: Being sick sucks.
