"Lost In Memories"-Me (March 13)

I've been lost in memory
That wont ever be true
What once could be
Is what wont ever come true
Yes it's true
I've become mad
Seeing and thinking
Of matters that arent real
I've lost myself
And who I am isn't true
I feel bad
For what has unfolded
None of it was meant to be
All of it was fake
It felt so unreal
It seems to simply only be a
An illusion of the heart
Or a nightmare of the mind
That once I wake up
It'll all dissapear
And everything will be
What it should've been
All too long ago