17 Today (:

Today is finally my 17th birthday. And it can be a very scary thought. Not just for what has happened...but for the fact I'm nearly an adult. I've gone through Seventeen years in this fucked up world. And I've become someone I never truly could've ever guessed to be. And really now? I'm actually thinking that it's okiee for once. <3

I might chose some "wrong" & "bad" people to care about. And yea, it fucks me up a lot. But whatever. There IS a reason I happen to choose them ya know.

I might not be as smart as I'd like, or be on the path I'd prefer, but I will get to my dream one day. I will, I know it. I have the freakin balls to. Nothings gonna stop me from being the best. The best that I can be. No one & nothing. <3

I've changed. And Imma cold heart bitch & totally sweethearted moron...but hey. I'm not anyone else. There is no one that could ever truly replace the mark I've left on those I care for & who care for me back.

I've learned that sometimes people just hide behind their emotions to deal with themselves. Let alone the world they're stuck in. But you know something? There's a sense of freedom that I'm starting to get, and I'm not going to waste it. Not at all.

I'm growing up, and with it, life rushes by. Crap happens, and the wind will blow you down sometimes. But you always got support. You've always got friends & family to back you up. And never forget how amazing YOU are. I don't care what others say. Respect me & I'll respect you. There was a reason for each person you've met. Each thing you've done. Everythings a path, and all path criss-cross. Lifes a fucked up fun ass journey. Time to enjoy the ride. Ride the waves dude.
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