Who could've thought I'd hold this composer for so long..

I can't stand my parents really. Specially with everything going on. And the shit in my own fucking mind.

 

I just can't everyones fucking bull crap. They dont know SHIT bout me or how my teachers are to me or any fucking thing and its all my fault right? Everyones fucking problems are my fault?
Oh and apparently my cousin is in jail. But I cant know why, how long, where or when he went or anything. Why? Cause they dont feel like fucking saying shit.

Oh and I cant hangout with James ever. Why? Mom doesnt like him. Why? Cause he has mental issues. Why? Apparently my fault.

Why is my photo project late? Cause I tried 3 times and it didnt expose right. Why havnt I tried again? Cause it has to be nice out AND not half a day. Why isnt handed in already? BECAUSE ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT!

I just cant keep doing this..