"I drive her home when she can't stand,
I like to think I'm a better man
For not lettin' her do what she's been, known to do.
She wears heels and she always falls,
Don't let her think she's a know-it-all.
But whatever she does wrong, it seems so right.
My eyes don't believe her,
But my heart, swears by her."
-Baby Blue Eyes : A Rocket To The Moon<3
I've been drawing.
I've been writing.
I just don't know whats going on. My mind wanders more then ever. And I'll think one thing & do the complelt and utter opposite. I don't want to think about things, but those are the only things in my mind. I've made some of the stupidest decisions and I've been acting wierder then normal. Some of my drawings have been kinda scaring me. Also, I seem to have OCD? What the fuckkkkkk. >.<
Even with Dustin&Scruffy by my side constantly, I still can't get my mood up any. I'm faking myself to everyone now and I fucking hate it. I want to be the go-with-the-flow girl I was earlier >.<
I'm honestly really scared. My minds going places it simply shouldn't. My angers getting the better of me. And I flirt way to fucking much. I don't want to know where this is heading..
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