I wanna believe
All the things you say
The fact is though
Reality gets in the way
From the start of the day
I'm hoping for you to be the first
To come out and tell me
That you care
That you're actually there
That you love me
And you do
If you're in the right mood.
But what I wish weren't real
What I wish didn'y happen
Is that you just tend to
Well...leave
Again
And again
I can't explain it
I wish I could
But thing just is
That I can't
You just mean so much to me
But I know that you're words are fake
That the moment you send them
You forget instantly
And then
When you're phones put away
I'm out of the picture too
You love to be sweet
Especially to me
But theres two things
That I can't even say
I just wish
That for once
You meant everything you say
And were actually here to stay
But that's never going to happen
I let your words
Flow through me
And they actually
Put a real smile on my face
That I forgot I even had
Thank you so much
You can be so sweet
But now I'm just waiting
For your fleet
Then you're gone
And who knows when you'll be back again
Probably for your summer
And that'll be
My hardest