It's now June 3rd..

• Finals begin the 16th
• School ends the 21st
• Summer starts the 21st
• My 17 birthday is July 1st.

We all need this. We all need to grow up and change for our own good. To much time with some people, never ends well. Space is a virtue really. Trust me.

I'm an emotional wreck right now. And no-one seems to truly notice how bad I'm getting. For those who read this, you all should know I've never been in a "real" fight. Not once ever in my life. And I always am the one who tries SO hard to get people to STOP the fighting. Does this count for yesterday? The day before? These past few weeks? Things are building up...and up..and up...and I don't think it's possible for it to come to a stop without someone exploding, another one leaving, and the end/renual/start of different friendships...

This is the summer before I leave. This is my last summer in high school. Next year, I'll be gone. So I really wish to make this one a postive memorable one. I would say drama free...but I don't think thats even a real possibilty anymore.

Goodbye to all who've known me as the pushover.