Gahh...I love the feeling and reactions I get and feel from helping out those I love and are friends and shit with. But all at once...that's just different...it's a lot to do.
Don't get me wrong though, I fucking love helping them. I just feel guilty most of thee time is all cause they have alotta crap in their lives to begin with...

Theres a whole list...thank god I'm not as bad as I used to be with my memory..