Ok...time for the truth.

I'm not mad at anyone else but me.
At anyone else other then the world.
At anyone/anything less then that.

I'm an idiot, and we all knew it. No surprise there right?

I believe & trust.
I hide my reality.
I love my past mostly.
I dread my future past summer.
I dread me.

I don't know what I'm doing at all and I know I'm failing already before I even start.
This is me now I'm sad to say

I just hope I'm not here to stay

....I'm my own worst enemy.